Monday, March 19, 2012
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Thursday, March 15, 2012
creative writing :L
Rules are there to be broken . Well that's what I’ve all ways thought . deep down I’ve always been a rebel.
High up. Feeling like im on top of the world. I look down, see the cars that look like a matchbox car set, dead grass where kids have tramped over it for 43 year’s. The long lines of modern roof tops fade in to the distance.Looking to the left i am reminded by the terror i feel towards that class.The bars on the Windows,made me feel like i was captured.
This lady giving you the evils, then realise you are chewing gum in her class, she slams her hand on the board points to a sign on the wall “you can chew gum, if you put it in my jar and pick another one out” .Its disgusting her old crusty gum, I don't think anyone has ever picked another piece. You can see the the different layers of gum for every year, the bottom is watery im dry reaching when ever i see it, I couldn't imagine a woman who would even do such a thing. First impressions of her are scary, buzz cut and chain with a lock for her necklace, rules every where around the class, thoes eyes looking at you ‘welcome to prison’. You can imagine the evil laugh she has in her head. They put you in that class for all sorts of reasons. I was in there because my shoes were the wrong colour.
Years have passed,I have the rite shoes now I'm a white shirt, year thirteen is looking promising.
The bell has gone. This is my chance to get my perfect image, of every one leaving school.
Yelling out to one of my class mates.
“Oi, come help me quick! I need you to hold the ladder while I get up on the roof, when I drop my camera down, you run into the dark room straight after, K? Sweet,”
Standing up there on, With teachers looking at me and students pointing, I'm on top of the world. For the few moments I'm up there. I feel invincible. Seeing over the front of the school, watching the river bed of blue shirts running up that hill every one escaping, they'll think of death if they don't get out soon enough.
My time on the roof isn't just for the pleasure, being on top of the world and every one looking at me, Its the pleasure of what i am creating up their .I am an artist a pin hole camera is my tool of choice , with the bright light shining through the little hole in my empty coffee tin . Threes only a piece of paper in there, what ever light shines through, will hopefully show up. But as an artist every thing isn't as easy . there are a lot of things we have to do. There are a lot of things that can go wrong .I’ve spent all day, trying to get it right,Its time running down that hall way chasing the one with my camera, suddenly stopping and walking caustically into the dark room, the only light is red, its hard to adjust you eyes,but you get used to it .Ripping my paper out of the tin, drowning it in the slimy chemicals .Hoping and praying that my image will come up beautifully.
I’ve come so fare form being behind bars to on top off the roof with the teaches trusting me and letting me do with i want with my art . there are limits but .as i said before rules are there to be broken . As an artist there are no rules, if they were rules the world of art would be dead by now.
High up. Feeling like im on top of the world. I look down, see the cars that look like a matchbox car set, dead grass where kids have tramped over it for 43 year’s. The long lines of modern roof tops fade in to the distance.Looking to the left i am reminded by the terror i feel towards that class.The bars on the Windows,made me feel like i was captured.
This lady giving you the evils, then realise you are chewing gum in her class, she slams her hand on the board points to a sign on the wall “you can chew gum, if you put it in my jar and pick another one out” .Its disgusting her old crusty gum, I don't think anyone has ever picked another piece. You can see the the different layers of gum for every year, the bottom is watery im dry reaching when ever i see it, I couldn't imagine a woman who would even do such a thing. First impressions of her are scary, buzz cut and chain with a lock for her necklace, rules every where around the class, thoes eyes looking at you ‘welcome to prison’. You can imagine the evil laugh she has in her head. They put you in that class for all sorts of reasons. I was in there because my shoes were the wrong colour.
Years have passed,I have the rite shoes now I'm a white shirt, year thirteen is looking promising.
The bell has gone. This is my chance to get my perfect image, of every one leaving school.
Yelling out to one of my class mates.
“Oi, come help me quick! I need you to hold the ladder while I get up on the roof, when I drop my camera down, you run into the dark room straight after, K? Sweet,”
Standing up there on, With teachers looking at me and students pointing, I'm on top of the world. For the few moments I'm up there. I feel invincible. Seeing over the front of the school, watching the river bed of blue shirts running up that hill every one escaping, they'll think of death if they don't get out soon enough.
My time on the roof isn't just for the pleasure, being on top of the world and every one looking at me, Its the pleasure of what i am creating up their .I am an artist a pin hole camera is my tool of choice , with the bright light shining through the little hole in my empty coffee tin . Threes only a piece of paper in there, what ever light shines through, will hopefully show up. But as an artist every thing isn't as easy . there are a lot of things we have to do. There are a lot of things that can go wrong .I’ve spent all day, trying to get it right,Its time running down that hall way chasing the one with my camera, suddenly stopping and walking caustically into the dark room, the only light is red, its hard to adjust you eyes,but you get used to it .Ripping my paper out of the tin, drowning it in the slimy chemicals .Hoping and praying that my image will come up beautifully.
I’ve come so fare form being behind bars to on top off the roof with the teaches trusting me and letting me do with i want with my art . there are limits but .as i said before rules are there to be broken . As an artist there are no rules, if they were rules the world of art would be dead by now.
Sunday, March 11, 2012
speech
each peace
pin hole star. 1
1
idea .. i hoped up on to the roof .and going my pin hole camera . took a photo . about twenty seconds
. after i closed the flap of tin foil . and passed it to some one in the class .
purpose . to try and capture life . school life i guess . yeah
intention of peace . ^^^ capturing life .
2
Darren glass and i share the passion of pin hole camers . in one of his emails back to me . he wrote " i try and capture life in every photo "
morst of his work is inspiring to me actualy . not just one peice . i like the Frisbee photos that he did . those were in spring but not more than anyone elce .
3
i uesd the pin hole camera that some one elc made last year . :L i ended up using a square out of a coke can. for the pin hole . its more duribal than just tin foil . in the prosses . i got a hole new pack of photo sencitive paper . but that didnt wok for some reason . mr B try a test strip that was last years pack . that i thort was exposed all ready . but i ended up using that in sted of the new paper .
. the efficeof the stars looking thigs in the sky . well i think its my finger prints . i handled it alot . lol . then i scaned it . it took allday to scann . i eddited it on photoshop . and changed the contrast and shaddow . the saturation was changed all so in the final product . to make it more of a purple colour .
i used pin hole because i love uesing it and the effects of it .
4
the pin hole was a learning expearenc . it was sussusfull but it took a while to get it good . i knw nw how to and what to do properly . id say im pretty confidint in it . i would of helped tho if we didnt run out of chemicals for the devloper . but i made do with what i had .
my next peice . well im going to carry on with pin holes . for my folieo . and mr B said try to make on . and roll it down a hill. so yeah that one of my pics . :L
lake photo .
1 most of my photos are the same meaning to them , trying to capture life in the photo .
well i took a camera frm school one day .
2
went home got on my bike and relised the camera was flat and that you cant charg them with the usb . :L so i biked bk to school . and get a spare battery . finily the camera was charged :L . so i went to the lake in search of live living things . i can accross . a little todler runningaround chasing ducks . this was my oppitunity . lol the mother didnt think so . bahaahah . im sure she thort i was a pedo with a camera .
3 i just used a camera . and i eddited it with photoshop .
4 it was sussefuly photographed . but its not my best work . i like my pin hole camera much more .
lake indian man black and blue
1
life .
2
ame thing riding round the lake and just finding intresting things to photograph .
it was inspirign to me . and also his scooter lol . just great oppitunitys for erfict photos . well not pearfict
the sun is over exposd but it was one of my first tryes . so im happy with what i got . i tryed to eddited it and make the sun olight more dul . but nah just didnt work .
3
just the camera that i got frm school . it would of been to hard taking a pin hole around with me . im not that good at all of the aspecs of it all . but i am conifidnt in making at school. i think i would of ruind it all . if i did tak it to schhol wast of time and paper . ill practise and maby one day . just like darren glas .
4 . sussfull yeah but learn to focus better . the sun was a let down in it .
i like the black&white back round . it looked realy effective but. i decided to play around with it and i made the sky the original colour with a bt off editting . it came out great for wtha it is.
pin hole blob .
1
mean in this phot is to capture school life . when every one is leaving school . it was great one of my best photos . thanks to every one that helped me . get down off the roof . lol and catching the pin hole and runnign it into the dark room :L THANKS HEEPS .
2
i dont remember how i got this idea . but i was just playing a round with pin holes at the satrt of the week and . i asked my self how would you captur life at school . SCHOOL LIFE . when and where are the most people out and around at school . when it ends every one is leaving for the top gate . thats how i got every one ther and then .
when devolping it . ther was an error . in it . ther was a ghost . well thats what i told every body . but when i looked at it properly . i was a blob . lol sucks much one of the best photos with the most tracks (people) . it would of been grat if it was a gohst cos id be capturing after life as well as life :L . but no it was a blob .
3
so i scaned it in to the computa . and put it on photoshop . carissa MY HERO :L . used her skills in photoshop and saved my life . clone stamping . lol i had never used it befour .
i came out great . next i got the help of a amazing artist . saruthna (NUKX ) who made the hol thing black and erased a cirical . so it kinda looks like a skater shot . :L faded it . looks mint .
. i used thes baceand it waould look like shit if i didnt .
4 ver susscufull . the blob wasnt tho but turnd out ok . with the help of others .
learnt . be more carfull devloping . but idk what went wrong . stiill tho .
next peice . roll a pin hole down a hill . see what i get .
DONE ....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pin hole star. 1
1
idea .. i hoped up on to the roof .and going my pin hole camera . took a photo . about twenty seconds
. after i closed the flap of tin foil . and passed it to some one in the class .
purpose . to try and capture life . school life i guess . yeah
intention of peace . ^^^ capturing life .
2
Darren glass and i share the passion of pin hole camers . in one of his emails back to me . he wrote " i try and capture life in every photo "
morst of his work is inspiring to me actualy . not just one peice . i like the Frisbee photos that he did . those were in spring but not more than anyone elce .
3
i uesd the pin hole camera that some one elc made last year . :L i ended up using a square out of a coke can. for the pin hole . its more duribal than just tin foil . in the prosses . i got a hole new pack of photo sencitive paper . but that didnt wok for some reason . mr B try a test strip that was last years pack . that i thort was exposed all ready . but i ended up using that in sted of the new paper .
. the efficeof the stars looking thigs in the sky . well i think its my finger prints . i handled it alot . lol . then i scaned it . it took allday to scann . i eddited it on photoshop . and changed the contrast and shaddow . the saturation was changed all so in the final product . to make it more of a purple colour .
i used pin hole because i love uesing it and the effects of it .
4
the pin hole was a learning expearenc . it was sussusfull but it took a while to get it good . i knw nw how to and what to do properly . id say im pretty confidint in it . i would of helped tho if we didnt run out of chemicals for the devloper . but i made do with what i had .
my next peice . well im going to carry on with pin holes . for my folieo . and mr B said try to make on . and roll it down a hill. so yeah that one of my pics . :L
lake photo .
1 most of my photos are the same meaning to them , trying to capture life in the photo .
well i took a camera frm school one day .
2
went home got on my bike and relised the camera was flat and that you cant charg them with the usb . :L so i biked bk to school . and get a spare battery . finily the camera was charged :L . so i went to the lake in search of live living things . i can accross . a little todler runningaround chasing ducks . this was my oppitunity . lol the mother didnt think so . bahaahah . im sure she thort i was a pedo with a camera .
3 i just used a camera . and i eddited it with photoshop .
4 it was sussefuly photographed . but its not my best work . i like my pin hole camera much more .
lake indian man black and blue
1
life .
2
ame thing riding round the lake and just finding intresting things to photograph .
it was inspirign to me . and also his scooter lol . just great oppitunitys for erfict photos . well not pearfict
the sun is over exposd but it was one of my first tryes . so im happy with what i got . i tryed to eddited it and make the sun olight more dul . but nah just didnt work .
3
just the camera that i got frm school . it would of been to hard taking a pin hole around with me . im not that good at all of the aspecs of it all . but i am conifidnt in making at school. i think i would of ruind it all . if i did tak it to schhol wast of time and paper . ill practise and maby one day . just like darren glas .
4 . sussfull yeah but learn to focus better . the sun was a let down in it .
i like the black&white back round . it looked realy effective but. i decided to play around with it and i made the sky the original colour with a bt off editting . it came out great for wtha it is.
pin hole blob .
1
mean in this phot is to capture school life . when every one is leaving school . it was great one of my best photos . thanks to every one that helped me . get down off the roof . lol and catching the pin hole and runnign it into the dark room :L THANKS HEEPS .
2
i dont remember how i got this idea . but i was just playing a round with pin holes at the satrt of the week and . i asked my self how would you captur life at school . SCHOOL LIFE . when and where are the most people out and around at school . when it ends every one is leaving for the top gate . thats how i got every one ther and then .
when devolping it . ther was an error . in it . ther was a ghost . well thats what i told every body . but when i looked at it properly . i was a blob . lol sucks much one of the best photos with the most tracks (people) . it would of been grat if it was a gohst cos id be capturing after life as well as life :L . but no it was a blob .
3
so i scaned it in to the computa . and put it on photoshop . carissa MY HERO :L . used her skills in photoshop and saved my life . clone stamping . lol i had never used it befour .
i came out great . next i got the help of a amazing artist . saruthna (NUKX ) who made the hol thing black and erased a cirical . so it kinda looks like a skater shot . :L faded it . looks mint .
. i used thes baceand it waould look like shit if i didnt .
4 ver susscufull . the blob wasnt tho but turnd out ok . with the help of others .
learnt . be more carfull devloping . but idk what went wrong . stiill tho .
next peice . roll a pin hole down a hill . see what i get .
DONE ....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
probz just nee one more nw =) happytimes
so the gohst is gone . from my pin hole camer . darren glas finily emaied me bk . =) uhm thers no chemicals left . i scaned the new pin holes to the computa . fuked with them a bit . :L mean as . put them on photo paper :L
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
pin hole delema / ghost.
well today im was trying to do a photoshoot with my newly made pin hole camra . made outa cola cans for the pin hole . not the can it selp lol :L . well i decied to get a hole new set of unexposed photo paper and then i reslised that i wanent to give up . i tryed it manny times . round 50 test strips . i got mrC to make new chemicls . but no still dindnt work with just the parper showing in the sun . . well i was pised as fuk . uhm then mrB showed me up . by mixing up more chemicals and using the old paper from last year that had i thort was allready exposed cos some lil !!! lefet it out . lll porbz was me last yeah . and what . wen in the end the new paper that i thor would work and the old parper that i thort would work were compleatly diffrent story . lol faill blog . but in the end off the day i got bout 3 good photos out of it . im a bit scard . i think ther was a ghost in one of them . ="{ lol . uh yeah 2mor ima make a new pin hole camer . and rool it down a hil . see how that works out for me . PEACE OUT .
Monday, March 5, 2012
probz best day
to day was one of the most productive of all the days wev been at school .
i started my photoshoot last night and i edited one of them . an inian man fishing . lol buitful photo . i keeped the sky blue and did him and the gras black and white . amazing effect . tho the sun wasnt the best thing in the photo . to bright . mr C said . but idm amazing all toghter . ill edit more 2mor . ohh ill post that photo up nw actuly . at the end f the day today mrB helped me mix the chemicals for the dark room . i stared my pin hole making and loveing it . im trying to capture life so iv decied to jump up on the roof and take my photos =) . lol first ones were good but . wehen every one left school.and thats the phot that i wanted . yeah it got a bit over cast . so gay buz much . 2mor hopfully willbe better for my pin hole camera . hope fully mrC can get a new film for his AULMINIT pin hole camra tahts is so technical loll . it uses flim not photo senctive paper in it . and you can take as may photos as you want . you dont have to run back and fourth in to the dark room every minuit . lol so this has been the longes blog iv done . its probley because wev got to wire this speech . about our art making this week . and what wev learnd for mour artist . So shuld be fun ah . PEACE OUT ...
i started my photoshoot last night and i edited one of them . an inian man fishing . lol buitful photo . i keeped the sky blue and did him and the gras black and white . amazing effect . tho the sun wasnt the best thing in the photo . to bright . mr C said . but idm amazing all toghter . ill edit more 2mor . ohh ill post that photo up nw actuly . at the end f the day today mrB helped me mix the chemicals for the dark room . i stared my pin hole making and loveing it . im trying to capture life so iv decied to jump up on the roof and take my photos =) . lol first ones were good but . wehen every one left school.and thats the phot that i wanted . yeah it got a bit over cast . so gay buz much . 2mor hopfully willbe better for my pin hole camera . hope fully mrC can get a new film for his AULMINIT pin hole camra tahts is so technical loll . it uses flim not photo senctive paper in it . and you can take as may photos as you want . you dont have to run back and fourth in to the dark room every minuit . lol so this has been the longes blog iv done . its probley because wev got to wire this speech . about our art making this week . and what wev learnd for mour artist . So shuld be fun ah . PEACE OUT ...
Sunday, March 4, 2012
done
exciting stuff today . good resualts with the art making stuff . no ones emaild me back yet but . its ok iim foccing on my photography .
going to head to the lake and to the river . to try captuer life . =) peace out homes
going to head to the lake and to the river . to try captuer life . =) peace out homes
todas work update
iv done my reading responce . i think its ok . probz have to resubmit it . but ill get ther . excited for nex period . yay finily what iv wanted to do . some art makng . ima try capture life in my photos. thats what i am taking from darren glass . i dont have manny ideas for it but i knw thats what i need to do .
Thursday, March 1, 2012
finishd
finished all i wanted to do today . all wok is doen . cant wait for next week . :L
PEACE OUT
PEACE OUT
update
lol uhm i emaild flox and cutcollective . doe a bit more resherch . also
dareen glass hasnt emaild me bk yet /GRRRRR THEY ARE ALL SO BUSSY . WHAT COULD THEY BE POSSSIBALY DOING :L
dareen glass hasnt emaild me bk yet /GRRRRR THEY ARE ALL SO BUSSY . WHAT COULD THEY BE POSSSIBALY DOING :L
goals :L
yoyo eskimo . my goals to day is
to email flox bk with my reply and questions .
apologise to cutcollective for not emailing them back soon enough . and hopefully get an inerview with them. maby start my questions .
and get more information on cut collective and flox . today is the last day todo it .
PEACE OUT
to email flox bk with my reply and questions .
apologise to cutcollective for not emailing them back soon enough . and hopefully get an inerview with them. maby start my questions .
and get more information on cut collective and flox . today is the last day todo it .
PEACE OUT
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
update
yo yo
this day hase been slow .
iv done a bit of work . darren glass hasnt emaild me back tho
does a bit of resherch .
have not quite choese a them for my resonce .
have fiished my book to respond on .
have to talk to mrs strouter 2mor .
idk what elc to do
PPPM
this day hase been slow .
iv done a bit of work . darren glass hasnt emaild me back tho
does a bit of resherch .
have not quite choese a them for my resonce .
have fiished my book to respond on .
have to talk to mrs strouter 2mor .
idk what elc to do
PPPM
goals
1/3/12
chose my text to respond on .
if my artist emails me back .
email him back .
chose a book to respond on .
chose my text to respond on .
if my artist emails me back .
email him back .
chose a book to respond on .
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
update
29/2/12
emaild darren glass back and with some in treging questions .
found alot more information on my artist / hop fully flox emails me bk . if not ill post somthing on hur facebokk page .
emaild darren glass back and with some in treging questions .
found alot more information on my artist / hop fully flox emails me bk . if not ill post somthing on hur facebokk page .
yo yo eskimo so last week was very long and dragging out . hope fully this week will be good . the class and i have released that we relay do need structure . to complete some of the tasks at hand . we were all in classes last year and now ben put in to this kick back as class . its had to adjust . and we really get work done . its taken along time to get this artistes suation down and . we almost got there in the end . this week were emailing the artist and hopefully by the end of the week . WE WILL MOVE ON !!!!!.
PEACE OUT!
Sunday, February 12, 2012
week 1
so this past week the class room has gone through a dramatic change . with most of our $500 dollar budget gone already .whit allot of help and donations from teachers and other people who want us to sussed . b6 is looking great . Im so happy that we have this awesome class to learn in . thank everyone .
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Time Capsule
time capsule
What is important to me … Not many things matter that much to me. I’m a go with the flow kind of guy. Some things I do care about and that are important to me are my family, even though I only really see my mum and my sister, also my relationship with my very special lady-friend. I watched a movie the other night called ‘Sweet Home Alabama’, and one of the things said was, “You don’t find your soul mate at the age of ten". But I do hear of the odd case of people staying together their whole lives. Of course I get angry sometimes, but who doesn’t. Of course I screw up sometimes, but who doesn’t. I know I’m not perfect, but who is, jesus maybe, jealous much. Education is important to me, but I am what some call a visual learner. I’ve had dyslexia for some time now and after 3 years of extra help outside of school I’m more confident in myself, but I do still have trouble in subjects that are boring and that's why I’m in the art program. Art these days is the only way to express myself. It use to be though my dancing. I was break dancing for about six years but one fatal night just mucking around in the backyard, I landed wrong a chipped my knee cap. After two surgery's later i got handed a bone from my knee. It was a bout from dot . . to dot, a bone that wide out of my knee. I can sure feel the difference. I was told I was never to dance again. That's why I'm so passionate about my art because that's all I have left to express myself. I recently got a job. It's the kind of first job type. A supermarket check out boy, it isn't very fun and all i do is stand there with the same boring tone saying, “Hi there, how are you today, is that all, eftpos, thank you and have a nice day”. I've said that over a thousand times. Its so boring. I try to think of my self as a nice guy and that's not always a good thing. Whenever someone asks me to work over time I probably will always say yes. My lady friend hates it and says it isn't doing any good for my knee, so i need to start taking less shifts at work. Also my homework and all the things I have to do for art isn't going to get done if I have to work all the time, is it? One of the things they've asked us to write about is good looks, clothes, popularity and attractiveness. Well I am in love with the brand ADIDAS and that mainly came from the breaker inside of me . All those other things used to be the most important things to me but I'm not a year nine anymore hahaha so no I don't give a rats what other people think about me. I am who i am. Build a brige and get over it . . .My views on
Drugs. Well it depends on what sort. I admit I used to be addicted to weed/ reefer/ mary jane/ blueberry yum yum/ marijuana/ cannabis. The THC cannibanoids in the drug helped me to get over my screwed up life. Weed can be a gateway drug, which I have seen first hand and how it will screw up someones life and also how it effects the people around them.
Sex and all the things revolving around it like abortion. It depends on if your are religious person or not
Sex and all the things revolving around it like abortion. It depends on if your are religious person or not
I don't listen to much music. Some people listen to music all their lives and it helps them through everything but I don't really care about music.
Memories
Well weed has ruined my head so I don't have much memories. I'm like one of those kids on Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Askaban who have had their good memories from them. I have a couple but their just of family and places I've been such as breaking competitions and doing my art over the years. .
What makes you.
Angry, not much, mainly only when there is little girl drama over nothing important.
Determined, when I have good art work and I'm in the mood to do it and do anything to finish it well .
Panic, when I'm reaching a dead line on my work.
Definitions
of ugly, pretty, well beauty is in the eye of the beholder. There is no definitions of those.
Dangerous and exciting. Those can't really be defined either. Obviously everything is dangerous but if your an adrenalin junky or not, you may think that skydiving isn't dangerous. Or if your a over-protective mum, everything is dangerous to your baby.
What my best friend would say i was .
Well I consider my best friend to be my lady friend. She might say i was caring in some ways i agree .also she might say i was sensible ,kind , proud , determined , easy going and other things i dont disagree with thoes things but i can think of many more .
What my mother would say about me
wel i did ask hur when she was abit drunk . a hour later i got the awnser . i am a very fussy person when it comes to things that matter . not as in eating my vegs . i love veges by the way lol. that also comes down to me being very proud of my self when i accomplish somthing important .like my art or just every day things . one other thing she said i was . is determined . when i put my mind to it i can do anything . she said i do get distracted easily but i still try my best and do what i can to complete the task at my highest level .
Randomness.
what do i want from life .
well there are many things i want in my life time . like to do well in school . and to be able to have a stable relationship. probably a family . a good job . many people would say to have a house and to have a nice car and all thoes other material things but i don't realy mind if im renting for the resat of my life or just catching the bus . it doesn't bother me with those sort of these .the things that i want are to be loved and to love . and that's all i need out of my life .
if only have thoes things done in my life . and i get to gods gates i will be fine with the out come.
How have i changed in the last five years .
five years ago some people might say i was a good little Christan boy . i don't Deni that im a Christan or anything like that . but i dont go to church any more . when i started to break dance is when i stard to go to church . then a while ago sum girl ruined my life and scared me for ever . so that putt me off church cos she went the with me . so thats when i turned to weed . and after a year or so it all was over finely . but i stil was addicted to weed. and thats when i hurt my knee . and two years later trying to kick the habit . and turning to my art to express my self now for this year will be the best one hopefully . well i don't know what it has in stall for me .
What makes you.
Angry, not much, mainly only when there is little girl drama over nothing important.
Determined, when I have good art work and I'm in the mood to do it and do anything to finish it well .
Panic, when I'm reaching a dead line on my work.
Definitions
of ugly, pretty, well beauty is in the eye of the beholder. There is no definitions of those.
Dangerous and exciting. Those can't really be defined either. Obviously everything is dangerous but if your an adrenalin junky or not, you may think that skydiving isn't dangerous. Or if your a over-protective mum, everything is dangerous to your baby.
What my best friend would say i was .
Well I consider my best friend to be my lady friend. She might say i was caring in some ways i agree .also she might say i was sensible ,kind , proud , determined , easy going and other things i dont disagree with thoes things but i can think of many more .
What my mother would say about me
wel i did ask hur when she was abit drunk . a hour later i got the awnser . i am a very fussy person when it comes to things that matter . not as in eating my vegs . i love veges by the way lol. that also comes down to me being very proud of my self when i accomplish somthing important .like my art or just every day things . one other thing she said i was . is determined . when i put my mind to it i can do anything . she said i do get distracted easily but i still try my best and do what i can to complete the task at my highest level .
Randomness.
what do i want from life .
well there are many things i want in my life time . like to do well in school . and to be able to have a stable relationship. probably a family . a good job . many people would say to have a house and to have a nice car and all thoes other material things but i don't realy mind if im renting for the resat of my life or just catching the bus . it doesn't bother me with those sort of these .the things that i want are to be loved and to love . and that's all i need out of my life .
if only have thoes things done in my life . and i get to gods gates i will be fine with the out come.
How have i changed in the last five years .
five years ago some people might say i was a good little Christan boy . i don't Deni that im a Christan or anything like that . but i dont go to church any more . when i started to break dance is when i stard to go to church . then a while ago sum girl ruined my life and scared me for ever . so that putt me off church cos she went the with me . so thats when i turned to weed . and after a year or so it all was over finely . but i stil was addicted to weed. and thats when i hurt my knee . and two years later trying to kick the habit . and turning to my art to express my self now for this year will be the best one hopefully . well i don't know what it has in stall for me .
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